What's in the Vial?
A look at the COVID-19 vaccine under the microscope
Since I was little, I have been an avid reader. Fantasy, sci-fi, and dystopians are some of my favorite genres.
The Uglies series by Scott Westerfield (which I just noticed has been adapted by Netflix!) captured my imagination about five years ago. Like many dystopians, it’s the story of a government that has taken too much control over the lives of its citizens. The government’s promise is that once a child has come of age, they can receive a beautifying surgery and move into the big city—to a life of parties and fun. The government looks after everything else. Every young person looks forward to the day they will become “pretty.” The conflict in this story centers around big government, mindless individuals, and questionable science ethics. And the protagonist must make some of her own questionable decisions in order to find freedom.
After the main trilogy comes a fourth volume with a different protagonist. It opened my mind to the concept of swarming nano-bots as a means to track and control people. The idea made me shudder. I was glad science hadn’t advanced to such a stage. Once someone has that kind of power, how do you stop them?
Of course, sci-fi in literature and media has often had a dystopian flavor. It’s exciting to think that science can push boundaries and take us “where no man has gone before.” However, ethics is the other side of that coin. How much intervention is too much? How much power should be trusted in the hands of the few?
Rather than being merely entertained by these stories, I think we need to allow them to serve their purpose. Any dystopian story that has an impact does so because it hits on real life worries and fears.
How did Big Brother get so big?
How did the pigs take over the farm?
Why and when did firemen start burning books?
It’s easy to rationalize, surely we won’t end up in those situations because “everyone” knows they are morally wrong and infringe on basic human rights. But history has shown otherwise. There is a reason for check and balance in many of our current governments. All that is required for things to get out of balance is for one power to gradually overstep its bounds in a way that doesn’t arouse action.
I mentioned that something shook me up a few weeks ago. This is just a piece of the bigger picture that shook me up a few months ago. I can’t see the world in the same way anymore. I’m still processing a lot of it, so that’s what this post is, today. Please bear with me.
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How do you know something is true?
It’s not possible for the average person to become an expert in every field. So it’s necessary to put a certain amount of trust in other researchers and experts.
However, when the “authority” or “expert” I’m expected to rely on does one or more of the following it raises a huge red flag for me:
Asks for the public to rely on them as “the” expert without making a reasonable effort to sit down and address legitimate questions and concerns.
Relies on circular reasoning and logical fallacies to exert and maintain authority.
Pre-interprets data and presents it in an oversimplified way (think colorful pie charts, graphs, infographics, etc.) rather than presenting a variety of viewpoints and information and allowing people to make their own interpretation. The media might call this “spin” and say it’s a fair practice.
Suppresses free exchange of information via censorship and threats.
In other words, transparency lends to trust for me. For that reason, I’m questioning a lot of the “experts” that many of us have been taught to rely on.
I can’t help but think of a maxim that my work supervisor frequently uses:
“If it doesn’t look right, it’s probably not.”
This catchphrase has a lot of applications. Gratefully, there are more sources of truth for me than just “experts.” These include my own intuition, the data itself, other lay people, and God. There’s no truth that God doesn’t know. And when it comes to a soul’s wellbeing, for those who seek His advice He is eager to give it.
If it doesn’t look right…
During 2020 and 2021, I had so much internal conflict. I’m sure I wasn’t the only one, but at the time I felt outnumbered.
On the one hand was the fear that abolished the goodwill and humanity of many people. No matter who you were, no matter whether you felt sick, if you weren’t wearing a mask or getting vaccinated you were a public enemy. For me, with my disability, it was hard enough to breathe while walking around, but a mask made it even more difficult. I did wear a mask, but the reason I did it was to keep from being the recipient of instant hatred. I wasn’t worried that I was sick or that I would get others sick. I was relatively isolated and not a social person. But, like many people, I allowed fear to limit my freedom and create self-doubt.
On the other hand, the information handed down to the public felt wrong on many levels. Every one of the red flags I mentioned above was waving wildly. Mainstream media, including SNS, censored any information that conflicted with the narrative that was being presented (I personally experienced this on Facebook). Statistics were inflated. Case definitions were not even based on being sick. The list of COVID-19 symptoms expanded and expanded. But this became meaningless when “experts” proclaimed the existence of “asymptomatic carriers.”
Non-experts (celebrities, politicians, public figures, etc.) were encouraged to weigh in on the pandemic protocols if their message aligned with “mask up” and “get the vaccine.” This felt like a marketing tactic to me—using an icon to put a stamp of approval on a product or procedure. As if to say, “All the wealthy, brilliant, talented people are doing it. It’s unquestionably the right thing to do.”
I didn’t even know there were others like me who felt wrong about what was happening. Once again, as has happened throughout my life, my intuition was being invalidated.
As an empath and highly sensitive person, I don’t want people to get sick. When other suffer, I feel it, too. Someone in my ward at church died. Some parents of ward members died. I heard of people who lost sense of smell & taste, struggled to breathe, went to the hospital, or endured quarantine. So, I felt terrible just thinking an opinion other than that of the mainstream narrative, let alone voicing it or acting on it.
I got the vaccine, too, out of fear. I just wanted the whole nightmare to be over. But if I had the choice to do over again now, I would choose differently. Here’s part of the reason.
…It’s probably not
A few months ago, while doing some research, I came across some images of foreign objects found in the COVID-19 vaccine vials. The images bothered me, but my discomfort was pushed aside by other things.
Then, two weeks ago, I learned that not everything that went into those vaccines has been disclosed to the public. Here is what Pfizer made available as their list of ingredients.
messenger ribonucleic acid (mRNA)
lipids
((4-hydroxybutyl)azanediyl)bis(hexane-6,1-diyl)bis(2-hexyldecanoate)
2 [(polyethylene glycol)-2000]-N,N-ditetradecylacetamide
1,2-distearoyl-sn-glycero-3-phosphocholine
cholesterol
tromethamine
tromethamine hydrochloride
sucrose
I’ve seen variants on other documentation. I looked up these ingredients in an online search and didn’t find anything too concerning. Nothing that would explain the foreign objects. The lipids are to protect the mRNA and enable delivery directly to our cells. The tromethamines alter the pH of the blood—I’m not sure what the purpose of that is but it didn’t sound harmful.
The supposed intent of the vaccine is to trick healthy cells to synthesize a spike protein believed to belong to SARS-CoV-2. The spike protein is only a piece of the alleged virus. But the invasion and hijacking of my cells disturbs me.
The CDC website has a carefully worded explanation of what happens that still leaves much unclear. How long do my cells display the spike protein? Does my body attack its own cells?
No scientific studies are linked on the CDC site. None of this was explained to me by a healthcare professional before I received the vaccine. And all of this was approved with haste by the FDA under an Emergency Use Authorization, which provides “liability immunity [to] “manufacturers,” “distributors,” “program planners,” “qualified persons,” and their officials, agents, and employees [..].” According to HRSA’s Countermeasures Injury Compensation Program, I wouldn’t be eligible to apply for compensation due to the length of time since the vaccine, even if I would have qualified.
UFOs in the Vials
Until I went looking I noticed little of the stir that was created over the undisclosed “foreign objects” in the vaccine vials. Certainly the FDA, CDC, NIH, and other organizations would not have wanted to put any of this out to the public. It would have raised more concerns than it would have quelled. Here is what I find on the CDC website on the subject: “Myths & Facts About COVID-19 Vaccines.”
Isn’t the illustration adorable?
Why is this even a question they would put on their website? I would find this absurd except it implies that many people have been asking the question. Otherwise the CDC wouldn’t find it necessary to reinforce this “fact.” What are people seeing that would cause such a concern?
It turns out that quite a few people have concerns about unexplained phenomena related to the vaccines (including rubbery blood clots; magnetism; emitting a MAC address; and potential microchips, nanofilaments, and nanobots found in the bloodstream and vaccine vials).
Let’s look at the vaccine under the microscope—via images provided by a range of experts and a variety of microscope types.
German Institute of Pathology Symposium
On September 20, 2021, a group of physicians and pathologists held a symposium at the Institute of Pathology in Reutlingen, Germany to share their findings after thousands of Europeans had died following receiving the COVID-19 vaccine.
Calvin Luther Martin, PhD, a molecular biologist, details their findings in this article, including the below microscopy images from Professor Dr. Arne Burkhardt. A suspected culprit for some of the foreign objects is graphene oxide, a toxic metal that is difficult to expel from the body and can cause hazardous inflammation in tissues. The article goes into more detail on the risks posed by graphene—and includes references showing graphene has been considered for use in medical science since at least 2018.
New Zealand Scientist - Light Microscopy Videos
Dr. Robin Wakeling’s light microscopy videos show unnatural structures and filaments developing over time, straight from the vial. The growth and development of these structures seem to be affected by heat, magnets, and microwaves. The angular structures appear to be nearly 2-dimensional. Zooming the focus in and out on the slide causes different structures to appear.
Dr. Wakeling is a New Zealand scientist who specializes in microbiological studies of the decay of wooden structures. He’s not a typical “expert” in medicine—but simply a professional observer with an experienced eye in microscopy. However, you don’t have to be a medical expert to see that strange things are happening. In fact, his humble, scientific observations are refreshing.
Next Dose 3 - French Researchers
In this 30-minute documentary, a team of French researchers look at the blood of vaccinated individuals under an electron microscope. Scanning electron microscopy adds a three-dimensional realism to some of the structures. Blood samples shown below show unnatural fibers and geometric structures.
Dr. Ana Mihalcea - Darkfield Microscopy
Dr. Mihalcea is an internal medicine doctor and is certified in chelation therapy. I’m grateful for the data she has shared (including a remedy to help the body break down the foreign objects), but she also has some strong opinions about its implications, some of which are alarming.
Her darkfield microscopy videos in this interview show swarming lights and foreign objects—developing straight from the vial, in vaccinated blood, in unvaccinated blood, and in embalmed blood of the deceased. It is believed that unvaccinated individuals are affected through “shedding” of nanoparticles through the air and bodily fluids. Much like viral particles are believed to be transmitted.
Note: It is Dr. Mihalcea’s belief that the blinking lights are nanobots which are assembling the structures seen in the preceding video links and images. These are only visible because of the unique properties of darkfield microscopy. However, the fact that there are moving, blinking lights at all (whatever they are) is cause enough for concern. These should definitely not be inside a person.
I was fascinated by her recent interview with Dr. Ruth Espuny, a doctor from Spain, who shared information on the foreign objects in the COVID vaccine found by her and some of her European colleagues (English is not Dr. Espuny’s primary language, so bear that in mind if you decide to watch).
Some highlights from her presentation include these:
“These nano and microstructures are made of a material or a hybrid of materials, synthetic polymers and biopolymers (such as hydrogel), graphene, metals, proteins, chemicals, cross-domain bacteria (CBD), quantum dots, and fluorescent particles
“The nanotechnology is programmable, self-replicating, and self-assembling, can withstand extreme temperatures and be active in both wet and dry form and reactivate to move and grow in size when exposed to liquids, light (including near-infrared, air, heat, electrical currents and electromagnetic frequencies, ultrasound, and plasmonic resonance.”
As observed by this European team, the hydrogels in the vaccine (see lipid #2 on the Pfizer ingredient list) are believed to be related to those in this Nature.com article. Thus the payload of nanoparticle liposomes can be delivered deeper into the body’s tissue [A liposome is a lipid-encapuslated delivery device with a payload—such as mRNA, medicine, vitamins, graphene (?), or other substances. Think of it as the shipping box that protects your order].
Among the various types of foreign objects, some are believed to have the following purposes: sensors, transmitters, computers, energy generators, and actuators. Some move throughout the body and some are meant to be stationary.
So what now?
I felt strongly about putting out the word on this. But if you feel it’s important, I know you’ll do your own research.
It’s unlikely that Pfizer, Moderna, or anyone with a vested interest in the vaccines will be forthcoming with an explanation, since they haven’t thus far. These images have been available to the public since at least 2022.
However, based on what I have been studying, based on feedback from my body, and based on pondering and prayer I’ve decided I will NOT be getting any more vaccines.
I’m not sure how long I will continue my detox. Due to the apparent risk of these toxins being “shed” from one individual to another, there is the possibility that I’ll have to do this off and on indefinitely.
It’s such a huge irony that the vaccine (in more ways than one) actually mimics the very thing it was supposed to protect against. But I won’t be walking around wearing a mask and avoiding people. I believe that’s another way the pandemic hurt us—the loss of human connection. I want to forge connections again.
If you read this far, thank you. Especially if you did so without judgment. This was a heavy topic for me.
If it doesn’t look right, feel right, or sound right—it’s probably not. And based on this information, something’s not right here.
Trust your intuition. Do your own research. Promote goodness. Your influence is bigger than you know.
With love,
Ordinary Girl
Please note: This content is not intended as medical advice. Please use your own discretion when making changes that may affect your health.
Thank you friend, for putting this together. I got the vaccine- Moderna, and booster - managed to not get Covid until this year- 4 days after going to an infrared sauna- I also experience full body joint pain which that comes & goes- I’m trying to figure out what sets it off-